24th March

'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. - Alfred Lord Tennyson

Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there. - Otomo No Yakamochi

I asked many. Which do you like better? They all tell me the first one. I choose the second. I will be hurted. So why bother? Time will heal. Maybe. But maybe the hurt will leave u crippled. But really. How many walk the talk?

Loneliness is a state of mind

You missed what you have lost, and never treasure what you already have. Do you miss the emotional comfort? Or the physical closeness? Do you seek freedom? Room to run free? Or a guide in life? Or perhaps someone who is willing to walk this life with you? Is that what people call knowing what you want in life? Is process of achieving goals is happiness? Or attaining them is happiness?

Questions... but often there are no answers. I asked this questions to many. And I have many different answers. And each answers I got, brings me more questions. This answers I got, makes me think in many different angles.

Puzzled. Perhaps confused. Perhaps lost in my own mind. This questions, do they open doors for me? Or do they close them on me?

Perhaps this is what they so call life? To find its meaning to make it beautiful? Or perhaps there is nothing more than life but mere survival. Is it thru our own twisted minds to make things look so complicated?

Perhaps there is only one corridor. One door. Walk thru it. As simple as it sounds. Do not take your head and bang on those so called other "doors". Isn't this called "contentment is happiness"?

I am so called lonely. But am I lonely because I lack physical closeness or emotional understanding? Or simply no one understand that life is "dark".